Backing Out

Tomorrow I have got a chemistry exam, and until know, I haven't studied for it. I know I'll regret it, but that still doesn't drive me to study. I'm losing hope I guess. I don't think chemistry is for me. Aren't I supposed to be interested in it then study for it because of my interest? I admire those people who are forced to take something they do not like but still excel because of scholarships, or because of expectations. They are driven, and no matter how much I try to find that drive to drive me into reaching for excellence, I still cannot get the one that will push me to my limits. I don't know why, I don't know when, I don't know how. All I know is that I do not want to do it anymore. But so far, I cannot choose to back out.

TTFN,

andSahar